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Fear

What’s the thing you’re most scared to do? What would it take to get you to do it? So asks the last question of the month.

Nothing scares me more than going to the doctor for test results of my last cancer check. I’ve heard bad news a couple times in the past and I’ve been lucky enough to pull through both. But every 3, 6, 9 or 12 months I get tested and have been for many years now.

It terrifies me that something might have spread or a new one develops. I’m pretty good about blocking things out between test but a week or two before my appointment with the doctor, I can’t get it out of my head.

Love of Life is what it takes to keep me going back and back.

I hope I never have to go through those doors again. Photo by Mike Hartley