Are you ready for some snow? I could do fine with snow, it’s this brutal cold I could do without. But we braved it and had a family day together. Tried something fun. We went to Dave and Busters. Was a great day with my children. I sometimes think I’m the biggest child in the group. It was a very good time, despite a few food hiccups.

Ellicott City
Photo by Mike Harrtley

Actually I was proud that I pried myself off the horizontal surface to make it to the computer for a post today. I’m going to have to spend some time in the sack recovering from this bug I’ve got before I have to go back to the job that pays the bills. All I know is this is a good reminder to appreciate the simple thing of having your health.

Random Thoughts of the Day

I feel like hell, says a shell of myself.

Boy that was an ugly win tonight for the Terps mens basketball team.

Well, it’s almost time to football out this weekend.

I’m inspired by the courage, beauty and human spirit in many things I read in blogs. And then I watch the news. Well they say its good to have a balance in life.

You don’t know how much like sandpaper tissues are till you go through a box of them.

Well, sneaking in another post before deadline. Good thing days are 24 hours long or I’d miss a lot more post.

Just an image to help those of us in this cold snap a little warmth.

Having been off a few days I woke today asking myself what day of the week it was. Ah, hump day. Funny how quickly time and days change perspective when you’re not working the job that pays the bills. Well really, it is the mid-point in my vacation which is a sad thought in a way. For once the New Year begins the days off are few and far between if any till June.

Sunrise on the Atlantic
Photo by Mike Hartley

So time to make the best of some free time. I hope to populate my photo site tonight with a few years of images. That will be a project getting things there. Then learning the sites tools and hopefully getting something together for presentation and sale.

Was thinking about an end of year wrap up. We will see what time allows for. Hell, I’m too busy trying to get a day ahead, not sure if I want to spend a lot of time looking back. But as they say, “if you don’t learn from history you’re doomed to repeat it.”  Or something like that.

Random Thoughts of the Day

You realize how good you had it, when you get sick.

When its this cold and you don’t have to go outside, it’s a good day.

Talk to your children. Be it a visit, a phone call, an email or everything. Just keep talking.

I’ve got to say the pillow on my bed is one of my favorite things. It’s the switch that turns off the madness and allows recharging.

Did I waste a day. Don’t have too much to show for it on outward appearances. But internally, both the body and mind are feeling much better. Rest and reflection is good. So was a little bit of exercise to go along with it. I’m working on a relationship with our treadmill. We just started seeing each other. So far, so good. Also trying to do some future planning.

I’m going to have to try this Cafe in Ellicott City.
Photo by Mike Hartley

I’m excited to build something again. Got caught up for a few years now trying to start something and never really getting going. Well this coming year is going to be one of some change. Hope to hold myself to a much higher standard in getting some quality work done on several fronts. Improved writing and photographic content here for the blog.  Maybe even some video.

Work on etchings and illustration. I’d love to be able to do it all.

Also deep dive into the many slides and photos from my parents to see what gems I can find there.

But were going to wait to get started. I’m going to see what it feels like to string 2 good nights of sleep together first.

Think I’ll grab a few hours shut-eye before starting the festivities. Our feathered friends area also waiting for things to get moving. Ah I remember the days of the kids running in staring at us. And if you move your dead. Many fond memories of Christmas mornings with a few tough years as most everyone experiences.

Someone turn on the heat please.
Photo by Mike Hartley

Well I just made the first mistake of the day. I stepped outside to see if there was any of the frozen precip falling and this gust of cold wind snapped me to attention. Looks like I’ll be up a few more minutes. And I’d like the name of the person who ordered the blustery gale outside please.

Random Thoughts of the Morning

I haven’t lost my wrapping touch. Gift that is.

I think I need to thank the people who like and give me some feedback or a well done throughout the year in a post soon. But just in case I get real busy or slack or both, you have been thanked.

Taking time for people is what is needed today. I’ve got a ton of calls to make. A slew of text to send. Emails that will tax servers. And a lot of hugs to give and get. What a great day.

May you all have a peaceful, relaxing and fulfilled morning.

Clouds and rain, panic and preparation. Almost time to just sit back and relax though. I always do my wrapping for my better half on Christmas eve. She has everything else prepared for the children. Funny, they are awfully big for children. But the nice thing about that is, no matter how big they get, they are always our children.

I love the excitement they still seem to have about the season. It’s memories of smiles and jubilation, I’ll always hold dear in their youth, but even as adults now, I see twinkle of it. And maybe this is the year I get my wife the right presents. I try to stick to the list but I go off it sometimes and blow it. I also have a backup plan for one gift and a surprise, that even if I did blow another gift I know this one will bring a smile.

The color doors for the season.
Photo by Mike Hartley

That first day of a holiday vacation at Christmas. It’s almost as good as walking out to the beach for the first time each year. That is the way I felt yesterday morning. Well, lets just say that changed and the rest of the day was a wash. Such is life, some go that way. It was especially sad to see so many trying to kill each other on the highways. Saw one accident and at least a dozen other near misses and I was out for an hour and a half. Some of that time in stores.

I’ve done a few special things I’m proud of lately. Sticking up for and making life better for some people. I must commend is one of my best friends, for bringing this out more in me. The importance of donations of time or money or blood  and a whole host of things to make this world a better place. It got me moving in the direction of giving and supporting more things and I thank him for the inspiration. Really all my friends seem to be quiet generous in many ways.

Was doing some more editing and ran across this shot from a friend’s wedding a few years ago. A beautiful day and weekend. You know if you can look at the end of each year of marriage and smile like this they you both are doing well. I just kind of liked it and I’m trying to get more images in the blog so till I take some new ones, you guys get things that are a bit older from time to time. Thank you again for your patience. I try not to repeat any image and I think I’ve done well at that so far. But given my lack of organization and the thousands of images I’ve posted its possible.

Our friends beautiful daughter and her daughter.
Photo by Mike Hartley

Random Thoughts of the Day

I was saddened to see the passing of Dick Enburg yesterday.

Note to world we all haven’t gone Bat Shit Crazy in the U.S.

I started to have trouble remembering  where to find my stuff when I got stuff and its gotten progressively worse with the more stuff I get. If I ever start losing my memory totally I’m going to start getting rid of all my stuff.

Note to world, don’t tell me you don’t have some Bat Shit Crazy people in your country also.

OK yes I’m embarrassed to call myself a photographer when I barely shoot as much as I should. Well, I’ll be comfortable with that Amateur title for a good while longer. Less pressure for sure.

The new printer is about to get a workout. A new pile of paper is about to arrive and I even have a full set of spare inks. Let the PRESSES ROLL. Well you really don’t want a press to move. That would be bad. Now the paper, that flies. Maybe that is why they used to call the guys catching the papers off the conveyor’s flying papers. At least that is what I remember, I could be wrong. I think I may need to put a memory disclaimer on this blog at some point.

Always running against deadlines. My life is a deadline. Fitting that I work in an industry (Newspapers) that are dictated by deadlines. Hundreds and really thousands of them each day. Then add the deadlines in my personal life to the mix. And now I’ve said I want to do this blog daily and there is another deadline every 24 hours. And I blew that one out of the water again by missing yesterdays post. The 2nd one this month. Well hopefully the last miss this year.

You know what though, I kind of thrive on that action, but at times it can really leave you spent. Especially when deadlines are challenged by an endless list of possible issues. But don’t panic, these few brain cells have a plan to get ahead in 18 and achieve this goal.

Fill your sky with color.
Photo by Mike Hartley

Well as they say, good to get back on that horse that threw ya. Or something like that crap. So we start a new streak today. Now that we have entered the “VACATION ZONE” we may be able to get out and shoot some new content and maybe even string together some coherent thoughts here in words.

I don’t take lightly, breaking the daily streak at any time and it happens far to often, but last night I give myself a pass. I started this before I left to watch the Maryland basketball game with one of my brothers. (I don’t have any blood brothers, just a few best friends that are closer than brothers). We decided to eat when another brother who went to the game decided to join us. And then it turned into a late Thursday night that ran into Friday morning. The deadline had passed.

I could have had one out easily if I didn’t feel I had to write something. Well I worded that wrong. I love to write things but that is time-consuming. Generating all original photo content is time-consuming. Trying to do basic edits to my poor English and grammar is time-consuming. But the writing I’ve noticed is why I miss that daily post more often than not. Don’t know when I became obsessed with having to have thoughts (useless in most cases) shared here with my photos. Maybe this is telling me I need to have a better balance and focus. Sometimes less is more.

I’ve always felt that I didn’t want to just post a photo without some thought or greeting. Without and observation, without what though it inspired in me. What stream of consciousness that I could weave into words like a color palate in the sky. (how as that one?)

Anyway, my apologies for missing yesterday, I hope it was a good day for all. I had a great time with friends and now its family time. Oh yeah, let me finish decorating the tree, and last-minute shopping and oh yeah cleaning the man cave and office so relatives don’t revolt in horror when we gather here.

OK, I know were less that 24 hours out till Winter. But I have to keep enough thoughts of warm water and beaches and sunshine in my head as possible. Only that will get me through these next few months. My body and mind totally revolt at the winter season. I ache and get more agitated when its cold. Instead of slowly walking outside, stretching my arms, taking a deep breath, looking towards the sky and thinking what a beautiful day, I instantly start cursing as I run to the car to warm it up. I don’t take time to breathe let alone have any piece of skin exposed. My day is screwed from the get go during the winter.

Bye for now.
Photo by Mike Hartley

I long for the time were dressed equals having a pair of gym shorts or a bathing suit on. And if I need to go walk from the beach to the cooler I might add flip flops. And if I need to go formal to the store or restaurant, I add a tee-shirt. This winter garb is not for me.

Holidays for some and maybe most are filled with some difficult times. No I’m not talking about finding a parking space or time to shop or travel or entertaining or family fireworks. Some or almost all of us have lost loved ones. These times remind us of those times where they were here. Shared memories that are only ours now.

I was watching the news the other day of the wreath laying at Arlington and started to struggle because that is my parents resting place. I always miss them but most of the year its a smile of a photo I see of them or something of theirs I run across. Even visiting their grave during the year feels good. But the holiday visit gets to me days before I even go. At Christmas time it’s just the love I miss so badly. Things like holidays change when your parents or close loved ones are missing.

But new memories are made and those give me peace and I hope are held special by the next generation.

Random Thoughts for the Day

My level of disappointment in some people in Government is only exceeded by their actions or inaction. And I’m going to be very disappointed if karma doesn’t pay a visit to each and every one of them.

Well, I’m too tired and busy for many more thoughts other than being the outspoken SOB on the job that pays the bills.

But one last one. Have a great day all.

Funny how we look at jobs. I think I’ve finally realized it’s not the job. It’s the people at the job that make or break it. It’s always about the people. Positive and negative. Team players, superstars, leaches, prima donna’s, gossips, leaders, followers and hangers-on.

Wondering.
Photo by Mike Hartley

Today is a day I would love to be standing at the water’s edge in a warm 90 degree day in June. But tomorrow is the first day of winter so I guess I’ll put that feeling on hold for a while.

I wonder how many more years I’ll tolerate driving to DC?

Random Thoughts of the Day

I’ve lost trust in our government and it’s not because of the “Fake News.”

Bacon, its whats for FOOD.

Do you believe Chia Pet is selling Chia Presidents. I wonder if Trump comes with orange flower tops instead of green.

I have a hope about this blog. I hope its something my children have to look back on and be thankful that I did it. Which reminds me I have to print this mess out someday.

Looking at Xmas lights makes me smile.

Bang, and we’re off and running. The home stretch, whatever that means. I place a lot less reliance on the holiday and gift giving now. I’m trying to think and use all that time throughout the year to let people know they are special. Not that I don’t get in the spirit, I do and it is special but I guess I’m trying to say keep the rest of the year special.

Utilizing each day is so important. I was starting to feel a bit down yesterday and today but again had the smarts to know to turn it around and remember, respect and think about what it is not to have the basic like my health. That fear or recall of hospital visits or stays always reminds me to be thankful. Yeah I’m still stressed about work, completing this blog post, eating right today (already a lost cause, taco’s for breakfast) and getting my holiday shopping and other chores done by the end of the week. But I’m at least going to be in a good mood while working hard on things.

My Monday is spinning out of control.
Photo by Mike Hartley

So this tax plan is going to pass. Only history will prove my position right or wrong. I stand opposed to it. I think its going to punish our children with debt decades to come, I think many will fall from medical care putting us back into the same situation we were in before this where emergency rooms are being used for regular treatment centers by people without insurance breaking hospitals.  I think it will increase the divide of wealth, therefore fracturing our society even further.

I’ve heard DT say its a gift for the middle class. Well it’s certainly not a gift that keeps on giving (expires in 8 years) for the middle class and below but keeps on giving for the rich. We are starting to resemble the Roman empire.

Random Thoughts of the Day

If you got time and health to contemplate, if you’re a lucky person or not, stop wondering because you are.

Well, almost time to dodge a few lightning bolts next Sunday and make my way to church. Either God is a bad shot or just trying to scare me.

I think my better half is more beautiful today than when I met her. And she was very beautiful then. But instead of just knowing the surface person, I know her to her core and that must be where the light comes from.

Patience is an illusion.

I wonder how many people have drives to work over 60 minutes on average?

I’m down to 5 more work days to close out the year as many of us may be, even though there are two weeks left in the year. Lots of company’s just close. Some have to remain open but the staffing levels are way down. Mine happens to be one of those 24/7/365 companies that never rest. I just had a few days vacation I had to use or lose. Next year like this past one my shift catches 7 of the 8 holidays again. That is becoming brutal. But as they say it comes with the territory. At least I’m not on-call anymore after decades of that routine.

Well I didn’t intend to start off this post with a negative slant. Actually I was excited I have a few days of vacation and can enjoy some time off around a holiday for a change of pace. We don’t have to travel this year. The house will smell great with many foods and deserts being prepared. I’m putting my last string of lights up today on the real tree upstairs.

Reach out to others this season and throughout the year.
Photo by Mike Hartley

Then a few last chores for the home and then the work week will be upon me. I will power through and close out the year strong. At least that is the hope.

Photo by Mike Hartley

Random Thought of the Day

Today I’m redefining tired.

Football is over saturated.

I love shooting and having a nice lunch afterwards with my Son.

I fully support the warming temps this Monday and Tuesday. I think I’ll have to get out and enjoy it. Who knows maybe even the top will come down on the car.

I’ll get back on track this week with some better content.

The more I read other blogs the more intimidated I get in my own writing and photography sometimes. Yeah I get past it and I don’t let it affect me going forward anywhere like I once did, where it stopped me before even starting. It’s really amazing the talent of people’s words and images. I look at them as learning and inspiration now. But sometimes that self-doubt creeps back in and all of a sudden writing or finding a photo becomes more difficult.

I’d like to take a submarine to that tax plan.
Photo by Mike Hartley

Maybe that is the way it should be. Always trying to set the bar higher. But if doing that means cutting productivity or impeding creative thoughts then in my mind it’s better to practice creating original content. Yes I look back sometimes and said boy that was a pretty weak post and I question the logic of trying to do something each day against a weak post. As an amateur at everything I’m doing here I feel its better to keep plugging away as often as possible in the time I have being I’m no spring chicken.

So my apologies if its take breaking a lot of stone, to find a diamond.

Just experimenting with my new printer today, a Cannon Pro 100 and I’m in love so far. But then again I’ve never had a printer that I haven’t eventually had a hate relationship with also. Lets hope we break the pattern. I can already tell that I’m going to put it through it paces because I’m real impressed with the quality so far. It’s a little big for my small office but I wanted a larger format for some display things. Prints make me so happy for some reason.

Random Thoughts of the Day

My kids always think I get a big tree. I just don’t see it till I’m taking it out after the holidays.

Wow, only 5 work days left this year for this kid.

I can’t wait to smell the food cooking here for the holidays.

Made the bacon wrapped pineapple and oh yeah. Love fresh pineapple and I can’t put my feelings for bacon into words.

I know healthy food, it’s the one that I don’t taste.

Yeah a nice big room with a breathtaking view is a very nice thing indeed. But each persons favorite room and breathtaking view is different. My room (the kitchen) is something I found myself staring out of the first time I walked into my longtime home. The kitchen might sound like a strange room to have the best view from but it is here. And that was true of the house I grew up in as a child. Of course that window was very small and you had to lean on the counter over the sink to get a good view. I can remember doing that, my feet not touching the ground for long periods. Looking at woods, wildlife and a stream, behind our back yard. We used to make forts in the woods behind us.

A room with a view.
Photo by Mike Hartley

Today my view isn’t as tough as that old one because I have a nice bay window that I can easily stand or sit at the kitchen table and look out. And again I see woods and a stream and wonderful wildlife. But this view is up high and I’m looking out at a fast down slopping back yard that the woods eats half into and state park behind that. I’m looking out almost mid tree level, so seeing birds is easy. But you can also see lots of deer, fox and endless other creatures coming into and out of the woods. Yes even the occasional large snake.

At difficult times in my life I know I’ve stood there looking out and thought very hard. Stressful situations became more manageable there. I’d either walk away with a plan or just more relaxed or both. I’ve stood there remembering my parents standing beside me asking what I was looking at over and over by that kitchen window growing up.  I stood there and watched daybreak after my Mom had passed earlier that morning and was able to breathe again.

I’ve stood there and asked for help. I’ve stood there and have been at total peace. It’s changed over the years. A home was built-in the court that is up the street and that took some of the woods view on a corner. Trees have grown and trees have fallen. My neighbors have let their lower back yard go more natural so that is different from previous one who used to cut below and tried to extend their back yard into the woods.

Views with snow and ice are wonderful treasures. The spring blooms of buds on the trees. The colors in the fall. The leaves and helicopter seeds gently spinning down from the trees. Squirrels jumping from branch to branch, woodpeckers creating endless holes in this one tree. I got to admit I get excited every time I hear one of them starting to jack hammer away at that tree each year.

I know, I’ve posted some of those views in this blog previously so I won’t bore you again.

I hope everyone finds that view they love and can put their mind at ease with. One that becomes a favorite to spend time at coming to terms and enjoying life from.

Random Thoughts of the Day

My favorite Coke of the day is the first one.

Its Christmas tree day. Love that real tree smell. That feeling of the cold rushing to the floor as I lay below it tightening and adjusting the tree stand. The first few hours where it spreads back out from being wrapped up to get home.

Today I start cranking out beautiful photos from my new printer. Whoops, may have gotten ahead of myself again. I guess I should go take some beautiful photos first.

I can still remember my Mothers excitement at Christmas time. Helps ease the pain of missing her and my Dad at this time of year.

Oh yeah, shopping. Let me get my back side off this chair.

I have been neglect in wishing you all a good day as I do to people I see face to face. But since you take the time to read this far down, have a wonderful day.

Anything being done outside is being done quickly the last few days. Tis the time of year. This has been a day of contrast for me. I started off feeling like death warmed over. And I’m ending the day on a pretty good note. Glad that was the direction it went. Had my annual physical today. I guess I passed, they let me go afterwards. Of course a trip to the pharmacy for new meds and refills, x-rays and script for PT.

Cleaning up on Main Street
Photo by Mike Hartley

I’ve realized that any day you can spend out of the hospital or the ground is a good one. You know one thing I realized today, I was looking at a picture of a friends husband in a hospital bed and I realized another thing I don’t like about it. It’s so uniformed. Those blue gowns you where are so drab and un-personal.

Hospitals need some personality. Everyone in there has one. Yeah I know you can’t make those rooms home, but you can certainly mix up the cloths. I think I’ll bring my own if I ever find myself in a hospital again. No I’m not going to dress like Dennis Rodman but some flair might be good for the place.

Random Thoughts of the Day

I wonder it DT has ever taken responsibility for anything that has ever gone wrong for him.

I wish I could bottle that feeling that I get in the last hour of the work week.

If that tax bill cost me money I’m going to take it out of someone behind. Then again, it may be time to just stop paying them anyway. I mean if our leaders can’t fund the Children’s Health Insurance Program, then they can’t even do the root basics of the job and I’m not going to pay for that incompetency. Especially when they are giving it to people who don’t need the money.

Guess I should finish shopping this weekend. Nah, why avoid that last-minute rush and the feeling that I’ve pulled it out of my behind for another year.

Really I just kind of liked this shot. Not because of the symbol, but of the contrast of the blanket, stone and cross, light and shadows. Not making any statement about religion here. Just liked the photo. Well tonight is proof winter is here. That snow the other day was nice but bone chilling cold is on the way and I have trouble with that.

Looking for peace and calm.
Photo by Mike Hartley

Random Thoughts

Some like to play word games. That’s fun if it’s a game. But when its real life words are important.

There is a few things I need to remember. I need to find triggers to remember them.

I’m beginning to wonder when it all comes crashing down. The market is so overdue for an adjustment. The earth is at a breaking point with climate and garbage. Families are struggling. We may have reached population overload. Well, time for work, will have to solve those issues tomorrow.

It’s going to be one of those rough stretches ahead. Been trying to mentally prepare for it but losing my grip today. Like my better half said, just take it a day at a time. As always, we will see how that works out. It will be a task to continue to post daily for the next two weeks but I’m going to give it a shot. I’ve got a streak going of 2 weeks in a row already, and I’d love to get a complete calendar month heading into 2018.

Get chopping.
Photo by Mike Hartley

It will be just that start I need. I’ve been piddling along for too long. I’ve got to be more effective in my use of time and focusing on productive things, and this will hopefully yield results. Being that I can’t do without the job that pays the bills right now and I don’t see any major changes in time I spend with family and friends, its my only option. And actually I’ve already started to feel rewards. But I also notice it’s a fine balance between being burnt or just burned out and then having downtime.

The quality will only be improved with more effort and time and practice. I have to improve design. Words have to build or support and not just fill. And my images have to improve in both capture and processing. I’ll be working hard on the capture point first because without that the second part is either difficult or shouldn’t be done in the first place.

I have a lot of conflict within myself even about purchasing a processing package Lightroom/Photoshop type product. First I know I have a lot to learn behind the camera and limited time to do that. I don’t need to be spending huge chunks of time at this time learning and working those applications. Plus I like the holding the original image pretty much intact. I do occasionally crop. I might bump up the brightness globally. But I don’t even employee things I used to do in the darkroom like dodging and burning.

Call me lazy if you want. I’ve been working in an industry where I’ve been exposed to a great amount of work from great photojournalist. Just like with the words that are written, there is an integrity in the image. And I try to maintain that pretty much, not that I’m pretending to be a photojournalist by any means. I can’t scratch the knowledge and skills for that club. Nor do I want to compete with the job that pays the bills. I’m more like the photo opportunist, grabbing those few minutes while out and about in my daily life and lifting the camera to things I find interesting or unique or beautiful or funny.

I hope I can put together works of art, maybe make a few bucks. But then again, like I said from the start, if my family and some friends like it or it makes someone smile or think or pause, then I’m a happy camper.

Top Random Thoughts of the Day

I’m beginning to think watching news is bad for my health. At the very least, it puts my big screen at risk.

Damn I get hungry often. The trick is not responding each time. Looks like a need a few more trick in my bag than pounds on my waist. But a reminder to all, it’s not about the look, but the fitness and mentally feeling good. I will never be that six-pack man, but I can still be in shape. And regardless where you are, just be happy with yourself.

Is it time for that 3rd or 4th party? And I’m not talking beer bashes.

It’s interesting to see the response to the video of the boy who was bullied. It should remind all of us to not respond after the fact but when we see it starting or happening and stop it. A lesson we should be teaching all our children. I think its wonderful lots of people are reaching out to support him now. But let’s make this type of behavior the exception instead of the rule and then reacting.

Children, the hope for our future, the hope for our present. I could sing the praises of children from the rooftops. I’m so proud of my own that it gives me life. I really mean that. I live for many things, but my children are at the top. And that love is a strength that has helped me fight through a few tough spots. I think if we all thought of children before we make decisions in life, that more right ones would be made.

Big Sister
Photo by Mike Hartley

Saw this at a wedding we were at a while back. Passed right over it the first edit, but it caught my eye this time around. Not sure why but it gave me peace and calm. And who can ask for more than that?

A productive day Saturday in some respects. Always feels good to reorganize the chaos.

So let’s get this early Sunday morning rocking.

Random Thoughts

Funny, I never hear myself snore.

I wonder if Gary Rossington occasionally look across the stage and see’s his band mates who have passed when playing the songs they wrote together decades ago as childhood friends?

Tuesday will be a telling day. It may give a whole new meaning to the song “Sweet Home Alabama”

I find it good to look at issues as many ways and listen to conflicting opinions to come to my own. This is getting harder to do being that things are so far apart now. The gap between the truth is so great, I start to question it, trust little and even listen less. I can see why things are getting further apart for some people. But I will try to be open and keep listening.

Feeling blue.
Photo by Mike Hartley

But today different angles, to me is how I’m looking at life. I just realized I was getting a bit self-absorbed and lazy again. I’d been forgetting every minute is an opportunity, despite the difficulties of the day, I’m going to make the best of every minute. I find it helpful even when I feel like crap occasionally. And I’m going to use the free minutes and seconds I have much better.

And at 60 you don’t want to be wasting any time at all. I’ve got a ton to do and a ton to catch up on, and here I am coasting along, wasting time on TV and reading too much news crap. I need to live. I need to create. I need to love. I want to get back to looking at what I’ve accomplished each day and feeling good about it.

Trunk acne.
Photo by Mike Hartley

The other thing is to look at beauty. For instance this trunk is far from the most attractive you might come across. But the strength and the age rings inside it are probably a wonder to behold. I’ve been looking at surface beauty and man-made stuff instead of looking deep at both nature and people. I think the more at peace I am, and in a positive frame of mind, the more I’ll be able to do my best work.

So here’s to looking both ways and deeply. Enjoy the moment, enjoy the day.

Random Thoughts

Listening to a game on the radio is fun. It allows you to do some other things while enjoying a game. Go Terps

Convertibles don’t like snow. I got tired of hearing mine bitch so I just went out and brushed it off.

Go Navy, beat Army.

Was just sitting here waiting for the snow to start this morning. Well not just sitting here, about to start setup of a new printer and that means moving a few things in the office. A bit larger than the last one I had. Finally broke down and got a decent photo printer. Can’t wait to burn through some paper and ink. Got some ideas for a few projects waiting in the wings.

Speaking of projects I saw a glance of something on tv about bacon wrapped pineapple. So I had my better half pick up a fresh pineapple yesterday and the thick sliced bacon. Now I just have to decide if I want to bake or put it on the grill. I have no problem grilling in the winter. It’s a sort of defiance thing and I just love taste of charcoal grilled foods.

I love winter grilling.
Photo by Mike Hartley

Just 2 work weeks left before the holiday and a week of vacation. A break I look forward to and cherish. I did some more giving today and it feels good. I encourage you all to do what you can. A few bucks in the salvation army pot, maybe the St Jude’s collection at various stores. So many opportunities and so much need.

I did have one bad experience with a woman calling for breast cancer support yesterday. I explained to her that I’ve made my cancer donation to the American cancer society and that was all I was able to do at this time, but she didn’t want to listen, I politely explained that I couldn’t help at this time again and it was like I was speaking to someone who would just berate or pound you till you said yes so I hung up on her. I tried to be polite a few times but without any acceptance on her part at all. When I told my wife about this she also indicated that she had gotten some aggressive/pushy calls from them also.

So here’s a tip to that organization and its call tactics. Maybe it works for you on some people, but it’s turned me off to helping your specific cause now.

Random Thoughts

How many people are lucky enough to find a profession they are happy with right out of the gate and be able to do it for many decades. And then to have another picked out for retirement that you want to do is a fairly blessed professional life.

Ah, the dilemma of the day. It’s going to snow and it’s always wonderful to get some shots of the first coating of the season. But its cold out and I HATE COLD.

Remember what is important in life. People, health and peace. Oh yeah, laugh a lot.

Out and about this fine day. Well I’m not outside yet but I’m headed that way in another hour. Feeling better and back at the task of living and loving life again. Might even venture out this evening and grab some holiday lighting shots. And if it’s too chilly out I’ll work on some home studio work. A rather overcast day so far but I’ll take the cameras with me non the less on my shopping spree.

Tug Jezebel in the Inner Harbor.
Photo by Mike Hartley

Finally made the decision on what color printer to get. I’ll let you know how that works out. I changed my mind a few times through the process and I’ll detail that in a later post.

But today mission, is gifts for others. I have a plan of attack in both locations and specific purchases. As a good friend of mine who manages great and many things says “prior planning prevents piss poor performance.” Or something like that. But anyway its come in handy at many Xmas shopping ventures. Takes the stress out of it. Plus it allows for that smart impulse buy that is a good idea and not a bad one because your all stressed out.

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I wonder if the host of Man V Food show could survive being the host for more than a few years.

Compassion is a wonderful thing when on display because it’s the root of humanity.

I’m less concerned with NFL player kneeling than I am about the US Flag being burned around the world.

Try not to let the stress level of others drive up your own during this holiday season. Just practice smiling, even if it’s just to yourself. Really I tried it just now sitting here and it feels good.

I’m saddened by people who have had or have difficult holiday seasons. There spirits are always reserved, sometimes because of lost loved ones, maybe bad family experiences, loss of or reduced income, or just the overall stress and pressures of the season. Those away from home who are alone. Those stressed from travel and delays and traffic back home. Those suffering from illness of course. Lets all find someone to help this season. Either with a donation or time or just a random act of kindness.

Travel is nice. I should have been doing more of it in my lifetime but I’m not disappointed nor have regrets about what I’ve done except that I think my better half would be happier going on more trips. I look at other photographers work and the wonderful places they go and breathtaking images they get. But somehow I’m just not jealous of this. Mainly because I think there is a world of wonder right outside my own door that I’ve barely scratched the surface on.

I think that’s a healthy way to look at shooting. In my youth in college (only a year) if I didn’t start out on a mission for a specific scene or image type or theme I felt like I didn’t have the right plan. And in reality it kind of took the fun and spontaneity out of the process. I’m kind of glad that I’ve actually got the time and ability to do what I want to shoot.

Reflection
Photo by Mike Hartley

I love getting lucky. Looking around a lot helps you get lucky. And sometimes I get something close to good in the few minutes I might take before catching up to the one or group I’m with. Seems like I’m always doing that. Anyway I think I’m going to start going back to some good spots and see if I could improve on some things. But then I’m likely to turn around and be on a completely new track. I guess I’m an ADHD photographer.

All I know is its great when I can shoot. I’m excited just about anywhere I am. And its good to look for opportunities even in difficult spots. Let your eyes inspire you.

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Much respect to the military on this anniversary of Pearl Harbor. You know what is sad. I went to Google News and in top stories and US there wasn’t one thing on the main page of either of those. I wish our country knew and respected history more. And much respect to my Uncle Frank who was on the West Virginia there.

I’m not going to beat myself up for using older images that I haven’t used before if I don’t have anything good from recent work or no time to shoot anything new.

Well, the Christmas lights are up, finally. I don’t do a lot but enough to make it festive.

I find myself thankful just sitting here that I’ve been lucky enough to provide for my family so far. But I still worry about the future. So we play it year by year.

You park on our water, we sit in your boat. As we creep into Mother Natures she returns the favor. We have developed and built rather recklessly for a long time now and it is my opinion that we have swung to far out of balance here in Howard County. I’m sick of the constant construction. Seeing land developed decade after decade. Yes some was good, but where does it end. It’s almost like this perpetual cycle that we are trapped in now. Great living and schools. Fairly safe and full of facilities and support systems. And of course more growth in housing, more businesses to support that growth, more schools and other infrastructure, but finite land.

Quick, someone get the keys.
Photo by Mike Hartley

Yes I have to admit I was a fan of the open spaces of the county before Columbia even was started. This was the country back in the 60’s. A ton of great things have happened with the growth of this area. And some not so good also, but they are outweighed by the other side till recently. Roads are stretched to capacity and more at peak times. Farmlands diminished and mac mansions as far as the eye can see.

I hope for most, that family feel I had when we moved here and as I grew up as a youth is still here but I’m beginning to not think so.

There is a TON of money around here. So of course this will be difficult to get a balance again because we all know money drives the bus. And from what I see it’s still rocking and rolling.

Random Thoughts

Every time I see my children its like I get a recharge in life.

I’m encouraged the by the recent things I’ve seen from young people. Their ability to see truth, their willingness to get involved and in some the leadership to try to step forward and change things. Maybe some of those young people belong in leadership positions in our businesses and government?

Is it wrong to order a crab cake in December?

Its going to be a very busy Thursday.

Utilizing the last few moments of the day to keep the daily labor of love going. I’m learning to focus in a more positive direction because of it. Sorry about the complaining yesterday about not feeling that well. Had to remember Mom’s old advice that there is always someone worse off so buck up and get busy. I started work on several post but after the quality check they were far from ready.

Sycamore tree bark
Photo by Mike Hartley

Of course, what one of my post are really ready? They are thrown together most of the time each day, that day. A random search for images to use from recent shoots or past. What thoughts, ideas, actions or frustrations take root as a train of thought to share? How does the pressures of the day affect the spirit and message?

So today just doing this I’ve been able to refocus. I’ve relaxed and thought about how become better at this by working ahead more. I’ve learned that I can take advantage of a few minutes to do something that will improve myself and help me grow as a person.

Yeah my work is about as focused as the patterns in this tree, but if I’m lucky one day I’ll get to the point of creating something special. And doing the work getting to that point should be looked at as the fun part.

Random Thoughts

It’s just one minute to the next, all day long.  Thankfully.

Time to redo the office design, as I look around and shake my head.

I could easily become addicted to watching these custom car and bike shows.

I know the cold is coming. I know its to be expected. I just refuse to accept it.

OK, didn’t get off to the flying start I had planned today. The word of the early morning was pain. Well that was the word all night long. Interesting how that affects the mind. Concentration, attitude, ability to function at all. And then there is sleep or the lack there of. In a stroke of luck this is a week I can catch up a bit after today. So no long-term damage done.

Rock On.
Photo by Mike Hartley

Luckily we have moved beyond that now and productivity abounds as well as a positive spirit. Actually the box of Christmas lights has been opened and the hanging of them has started. I think I may have to go get some additional lights this year. I like lights. Not to many but enough to highlight things. So while I started the day twisted and broken I’ve bounced back and accomplished a few things.

All broke up that its Monday.
Photo by Mike Hartley

Random Thoughts

Life starts off as a series of test. And then school is over and the real test begins.

I didn’t think it was possible to love bacon more than I did. But after that breakfast this morning I changed my mind.

In doing some editing of my past shots that didn’t make the cut, I ran across this one of a woman photographing with her iPad. Not exactly the outfit or hat of the typical photographer, but their is no normal uniform of the photographer now days because everyone has a camera in there hand. It is a wonderful thing actually. There are probably more people looking at and taking pictures than ever before. What more could an industry want?

Colorful photographer.
Photo by Mike Hartley

Well it seems to have thrown the profession into a huge change. And that it, is technology again. Filled with pain for some traditional types and opportunities for newcomers and professionals alike. Just what they are exactly, will they be obsolete in the future and can one make a living from them is being seen today?

I ask myself this because one day I’d like to start putting together work that could be sold. What is that product or combination? Is it even my photography? Could I do better at my other artistic interest? Maybe my writing could turn into something. Which reminds me I’ve got to finish that book I started. Maybe get back to working on some etchings or try sculpture again.

Families are doing their own portrait work now.
Photo by Mike Hartley

But I’m drawn to photography, right now as I was 4 years ago when I started this blog. Well almost 4 years. But I’m not sure even what I want to do here yet. I know I don’t want to work for someone, other than myself. I’m going to create what I like and feel good about. Yeah that might doom me from the start but I’m going to be “the Judge.” That is one of my nicknames anyway so why give it up now.

Family shots.
Photo by Mike Hartley

I know that I don’t want to be tied to one area (landscape, portrait, wedding). I want to do what I please when I please. I’m had my fill of others telling me what, where, when and how. Of course that could be some flawed logic if I’m really not that good so there is another chink in the armor. Regardless I think I’ll be more inspired, doing something that I think is good, proud of and satisfying to me. That again could be dangerous because I’m surprised sometimes as to what gets the most reaction. Well as they say, throw enough of it at the wall and something is bound to stick.

No problem getting down to shoot in that position but getting up isn’t as easy as it used to be..
Photo by Mike Hartley

I also think I can develop a local following and maybe even a style of my own. Best of all would be to just keep learning, keep getting better at all the things I enjoy and sharing it. If I have my health and I can just pursue it with the limited funds I have then I’ll be a happy old man someday. Notice I said some day. I don’t feel that old today so I’m not.

Picture of person taking picture of people standing inside a picture
Photo by Mike Hartley

Random Thoughts

I wish I could learn the language of my back. It’s always so mad at me.

I can see the Terps are going try their best to give me a heart attack this season.

Notice I’m not fretting about the work week? Probably because I got a few days off this week.

The wheels be turning and the mind is inspired, but the body is not willing. Felt progressively worse throughout the day. Just another reason to not like this season. Seems like a lot of people are taking sick early this season. So instead of pushing it I rested a bit this afternoon. Had planned on going out and shooting this evening, but a few good coughing fits, sore neck and some sneezing changed my mind.

Expensive shoes.
Photo by Mike Hartley

Thinking about a good friend who has landed back in the hospital again. Few things scare me like the thought of returning to a hospital and I’m sure he feels the same way and there isn’t many things on earth that scare that man. Having your health is everything. When you don’t have it the only important thing is fighting for it again. I hope he is able to win again and return home someday.

Next week I finish my shopping. Hope to reduce the stress of the season by getting it out-of-the-way. Really my better half does most of the shopping. And boy does she do a good job. As a matter of fact I think she is all shopped out this weekend after having been out with my Daughter the last two days. I’m amazed at what she accomplishes. Every time I think I’m working hard, I just look at her and think to myself I have a way to go.

OK time to go find some more images to edit.

Random Thoughts

Would I have to rename this section if I only had one thought?

Each day something reminds me of the phrase “you can’t fix stupid.” I just strive to make it so its others reminding me of this instead of myself.

Life ebbs and flows more easily when the water isn’t frozen.

This calendar year has flown by so fast. And here we are in December and we all know that month is a whirlwind. No more margarita’s and dining on the sidewalks this month. I’m sure were going to be soon grabbing those big winter coats and the ice scrapers instead. It has been a mild November this past month which was a nice treat.

Meals and margarita’s in the midday in midtown.
Photo by Mike Hartley

But I feel the Hawk. And one of my best friends who is in direct contact with that cold bird just laughed at what a winter was ahead. I guess today begins the longing for sunscreen and sand. Of sun higher in the sky than hugging the horizon. An open snowball stand instead of building snowmen. Excuse me snowpeople. Just a joke, I would never assume to be so politically correct. I just think Snowman when I think of building one of snow. And Frosty sounded like a male voice to me.

Well enough of that crap. Time to move on and create something good which takes time and effort. And in my case a great deal of luck if I can pull it off at all. I hope I’m fortunate enough to look back 10 years from now and see jewels in the rough of work I’ve done the past few years.

Random Thoughts

I’m against the way current tax reform is being done. I’m against what it does so far in terms of its distribution. And I think its going to hurt this country and my children in the future. And personally I think its going to hurt my better half and I.

No more “shazam” or “gowwwlee” or a wonderful baritone voice.

Some days are just disappointing. And then I turn them around. Life is good.

I heard both of my children’s voices today. That is a treat indeed.